Sunday, November 19, 2006

Headed to the E.R.

I know it has been a while since we posted, but it is 2:40am in the morning and I just watched Heather & Kaitlyn head out for the ER room to be admitted due to a fever..

Kaitlyn has had a pretty irritating rash and the Dr tends to think that it could be causing the fever. Please keep our little sunshine in your prayers as well as strength for Heather, these long hospital nights really taker their toll on her

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Wednesday, October 18, 2006

Kaitlyn's Appetite

Can you all take a moment to pray for Kaitlyn's appetite.

Heather called me at work and asked that I put the word out. She has been eating VERY sporadically, but only a matter of bites. She usually has a LARGE appetite, and with the steroids she is on, she should actually be eating more than normal..


It isn't to the point of a HUGE alarm, but we don't want it to get there either.

Thanks Guys
~Eric

Sunday, October 15, 2006

Comments are now working

Ok daddy made a mistake and set "comment moderation" to ON

basically every comment was going into a black hole.. but all is not lost, I found and approved them all and successfully re-set the moderation switch so please talk to us.. these are SOOO encouraging, they get us through several a tough night


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Ok so after an awesome day at church. (Kaitlyn's first time to Sunday school since diagnosis, and on top of that some great prayer-time with the whole congregation, we decided do go to the pumpkin patch. The kids were AMPED to say the least. Tomorrow we start delayed intensification with Kaitlyn. Right now her counts are up so we thought we would make it a complete day..

Here they are going NUTZ in the back seat on the way there



















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Kaitlyns FIRST time on a horse. She was a bit timid at first,
but as soon as she got on, she was hooked.. it was hard to
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Then they CRASHED


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The night before Delayed Intensification

It's late and I know Eric posted pictures of our Kait Kait but I just had to write!

We had such an amazing morning of encouragement at church! We have been so humbled by the prayer and support of family, friends, acquaintances and even strangers we have never met....pouring out the love of Christ on our family and especially Kaitlyn! Thank you!

Thank God!

Tomorrow is a hard day and the beginning of many to follow, I have had such a hard time sleeping and spending late nights journal and praying and daily giving Kaitlyn over to God. Tonight is no different! I have lots of fears and God always brings me to his word when I have feelings of doubt or fear! I have a book called 'Daily Light for every day' it's just his scripture for every day and this was today's encouraging scripture and I know God led me to read this and I had to share how many times He is walking with me and holding my hand and leading me to His promises!!

' The Lord is my rock and my fortress and my deliverer; the God of my strength, in whom I will trust; my shield and the horn of my salvation, my stronghold and my refuge; my Savior. The Lord is my strength and my shield; my heart trusted in Him, and I am helped; therefore my heart greatly rejoices, and with my song I will praise Him. When the enemy comes in like a flood, the Spirit of the Lord will lift up a standard against him. We may boldly say: "The Lord is my helper I will not fear. What can man do to me?"The Lord is my light and my salvation; whom shall I fear? The Lord is the strength of my life; of whom shall I be afraid? As the mountains surround Jerusalem, so the Lord surrounds His people from this time forth and forever. Because You have been my help, therefore in the shadow of Your wings I will rejoice. For Your name's sake, lead me and guide me.'

Thursday, October 05, 2006

My Birthday

But now, thus says the Lord, who created you...and formed you..:"Fear not, for I have redeemed you; I have called you by your name; you are Mine. When you pass through the waters, I will be with you; and through the rivers. they shall not overflow you. When you walk through the fire, you shall not be burned. For I am the Lord your God....; you have been honored, and I have loved you." Isa. 43:1-4

This morning I woke when it was still dark, curled up beside me was Kaitlyn and next to her with her arm around Eric was Madeline. Eric whispered "Happy Birthday" and I closed my eyes and thought my Birthday was perfect. Every gift I could ask for was right there with me! "God" I said, "I'm so rich! I'm so blessed! Your taking care of us and I know your with me!"....... No amount of money or gift could ever replace my family and I think today watching the sun rise through the window next to my family thinking of how much God takes care of us and holds us in his hands will be a memory I will never forget!!
Eric wrote in my birthday card this morning...." One of these days when we are old and gray, we'll look back at these times and sob. Even though they are hard, they are so 'life defining' " and that is so true!
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Thursday, September 28, 2006

Tuesday Morning

A fellow Leukemia patient’s mom April wrote me an email saying

" Our Heavenly Father has to be our ultimate Doctor. Our faith in God and His plans for our lives and our children’s lives is were our heads need to stay. But we have to remember we are human. Our faith will be tested over and over again and at times we will fail and we will question and we will not trust. But we will always come back to the truth. HIS WORD."

Just this last Tuesday morning my faith was put to test in a way that April said would happen.....

While I was in the other room, Kaitlyn fell out of her seat onto her head. When I found her she was awake but limp and began to throw up. Her eyes were dilated and I knew she was not good. We rushed her to CHOC were they began a C.A.T. scan to see if there was internal bleeding. In many ways they were preparing us for that. The nurses and Doctor's felt something was not good. Eric stood out side of the ex-ray room and prayed with all his might!! It was a scary time for all of us!!
With in an hour we found out everything was fine!! Praise God!! She was monitored for the day and we were sent home Tuesday night....
Kaitlyn is amazing! By the time we left she was running around the hospital talking to her favorite nurses like nothing ever happened. She is so tuff and so full of life! This is what makes up Kaitlyn and makes her such a fighter! We are so blessed that she is such a normal active two year old.
Our faith was tested and we are still dealing with such an emotional day....
Thank you for all your prayers and support for those that heard and please continue to pray that we will trust God with what ever up's and down's continue to come!
We are quoting GOD's words....
"Be strong and courageous. Do not be terrified, do not be discouraged, for the Lord your God will be with you wherever you go." Joshua 1:9

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Wednesday, September 13, 2006

Just showing off my big smile!!

"Now hope does not disappoint, because the love of God has been poured out in our hearts by the holy spirit. " Rom. 5:5

Praise God we are doing good. Kaitlyn is in interim maintenance a period of a few weeks were her counts are good and we can get out and do some "normal things" We have been trying to make this time as fun as possible. We called up all her friends to play with her and so far she has been having a blast!! Praise God.She is as joyfull and independent as ever. Two times she developed a cold and we thought for sure we would end up in the hospital but by God's mercy she was able to fight off the infections (which can be done but is not common)
I have kept the website pictures to our family but this time I had to show some of her best friends who make this journey possible for her!!
Haley, Chloe, Phoebe, Gracie, Haley Noel, Jordan, Jeremy, Jackson, Justin, Jadon, Kylee, Jonas, Kaden, Kaia.....
Kaitlyn is so blessed with so many loving friends and family that I can't even begin to put enough pictures up! Thank you so much for all your prayers and support!!
We will begin Delayed intensification in mid October. God has a plan that we can not predict but we will trust him all the way!! The name for this part of the road map speaks for it's self from what we have heard it is extremely hard and intense. Please continue to keep our Kait Kait in your



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Playing at home with my sister




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Hanging with my friends



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Going to Balboa Island with my friends



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Playing in the water with my friends



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At the park with my friends




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Wednesday, August 16, 2006

Proverbs 16:9

9 In his heart a man plans his course,
but the LORD determines his steps.




That verse really spoke to me this morning.. any way I just wanted to update you all. Kaitlyn's counts were hovering around 100-200. She was supposed to start another round of treatment two Thursday's ago, but her counts needed to be >700. Last week the counts rose, but only to 500ish, so again the treatment was postponed (the Dr's mentioned that it is very common that if they miss one week that they will miss the second.)

That brings us to yesterday, he counts were 2200+ so she will begin treatment again. The only thing is that now she has a few procedures that need to take place, and the clinic is full on Thursday, so there is a chance the procedures will have to be done in the hospital and that is no bueno...